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2:36 am

Oh, My Gaaaaawd. Holy Cowwwww

This is INSANE!

i Fell asleep early. Woke up with pants still on, tight, hurt. I fell asleep listening to quantum video. Woke up first time at EXACTLY 11:11 PM. Quantum sequence videos saying, First okay to post. Other Quantum Videos saying not to post about My epiphanies, and not to q;uestion about everything.

The Article I took down because it was about you, And God. But this time, THIS HOLY COW MOMENT. got answers, not even wondering anymore. Really, wasn;t trying to FIGURE things out anymore. LETTING GO.. SURRENDERING.....

SO, HERE GOES. Could be wrong about all of it. or some of it. A wild imagination right?

First time woke up, Quantum series in Blue, and simaltaneously, when AWAKE, was also listen to the red quantum series in Red. Red pill, blue pill. Red quantum, blue quantum. And there it was, red and blue answers. People are going to Freak out about what I am going to write right noiw. I did all of this unconsciously not knowing in full, what I was actually doing. Did you? I am talking to you now....infact, one time you posted on my stream, and asked, "do you talk to yourself", I posted back a reply to your post, I said "no, I thougjht I was talking to you". Remember, you sent that post on my stream? Did you not think I would ever figure it all out, That is why friends and family faught. That is why the rumours started you were going too far.. Too far, with me.....

First wake up last night. I woke up, took off pants, restroom, my eyes, especially my left eye.... saw electrical, tiny, triangles streaming in my left eye parapheral view. As I moved around, The electrical triangles moved too.. through my left eye all around left side, then moved around as I was in motion. then, then, the electricity moved outside of left eye, across my face, nose and into my right eye, all at once.20 years you have been studying me online. But 10 years ago, you started this whold program. Because in a conversation, not knowing. I asked you on one of the chat apps, how long have you been running this program? called you my"boss" sometimes, called you my "gurarding", called you my text "lover". Different conversations, different masks. How many knew all the truth? This is why the system now split. How many just knew part of the story, how many others knew only rumours, How many knew the whole truth of all it. I know one person found out the truth...Your xwife, that runs Neurolink.. She first knew I was being studied. She helped you. Then she found out either more part truth, or all of truth. That is why the fignting between you two. That is why all the Non-Disclosures from everyone. I did not help invent Neurolink. But had part in it unconsciously. The 20 year itch you had. The 10 year study. Neurolink study. The program of 10 years. I kept saying to you, "I feel like a lab rat, and not your girlfriend". You loved me, found me fascinating, yet, not in love with me.. I am now understanding... too much now. And why all your stories of YOU, NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT. Turd. Can I just call you that. in a funny, lovingly way? In some of the stories on YouTube, about the witch and the warlock were you and your wife.......stealing my abundance.....lol....... Booya.. Got me good on that one. you did....lol, Had to figure out who was this "couple"....lol

Should I laugh? or cry? beyond it all besides all of it....

So, I was definately not, the own case study. But, this is why some would say, I was the blueprint, the architect of the whole damn system. You know, you could have aproached me differently, offered me money to study... Maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't have figured it all out. But no, I stepped into that whole damn program, not knowing... Utah, the boring company working in Utah. Your investors in South Ogden where I lived. All nice,but unknowinly not know the truth about why they were asked to "study" me. First of all, you had been running this program for a while on others.... sending what you call angels across the world, mostly out here, these angels mostly who also in the program for you and for themselves for god, were coming mostly from Texas and Florida. The boy that came to my house to give me a "discount" on my security system. Made the mistake of saying he came from Tampa Florida University. He insisted on "showing" me how to put in the original password. He also relized, his mouth slipped. Also, he tried to cover and said he goes all over the country working for Vivint, the security company, which not only did I take out a loan for cameras, but not realizing, I signed a contract to run up to 2030. That is why the cameras in Utah still running and not shut off. That is why my loan is in demand.. I still owe both. This college kid, only went to my house in my neighborhood, and left. I was the only one in my area with a Vivant discount flag in my yard. Only one in town. When I started telling my family about the wierd things going on.... they thought crazy because of getting catfished and sent money to you and the catfish, someone maybe you, in the program. That military catfish. Later, I said online, I thought after I broke up with this catfish, I was thinking he too. was you..... I said that on X. You streamed that question in front of my eyes.

You send these people cross-country in America and they study, get normal jobs, and do their tasks for God. Paula, a minister, mentor assigned, I watched her once. She was on my stream on X. One of my mentors. She said, in a sermon, "he loves her sooooo much" God, loves me, or Elon loves me, or both, or not either. Doesn't matter, I heard it. On the show, podcast, you were recorded, a famous podcast, hold on, find on my phone,I follow him....Joe Roagan podcast, he was interviewing you. You said, it was "all about Love" . It had a double meaning. Me one, the study, the love, and two, the others in the study of love.

Then, that video, mysteriously disappeared from my stream on YouTube. You and me, I accidently stepped into one of your programs about love. and started interacting with you because you kept comparing love to rockets, I changed your ideas about love, made it softer, talking acturally about real love, and nothing to do with rockets. You were looking for the talented, beautiful minds that created, in all aspects, in the spectres. Infact, we interacted 3 separate times in the "chosen" room of Love. You and me. You left me the first time, broke my heart. The second time, I walked in the second round, I said I didn't want to go down this rabbit hole with you again but had to go into the room, tell you about all the fraud going on, and people wearing your mask, pretending to be you. And for a while, together on X, we worked together, finding the fraudsters. but I kept not blocking them all and you called me stupid/ Stupid for not knowing the difference between you and them. I was always drawn to you, and you were always drawn to me. Forbidden love. The third time, I went into the chosen love room, I left you. I walked out on you on the second, and third door. This fourth time. Ignored walking into that door with you.... And people started figuring out who I was.....messing up your chosen program of Love. You know, both of us are at fault in all this. Maybe this conversation should have happened, the moment, you were fascinated by me. 20 years fascinated. The first time, the first chosen love room. I asked you a question. I asked, were you ever going to marry again...long pause. You did not text it. You sent that answer in your own recorded message. You laughed. and said, never. also telling everyone the love was not real. but the fourth time, love was real? You kept this secret. and I kept messing up my roll, yet, didn't formerly have a roll, because I was not allowed in thos chat rooms. So, not only was I messing up the whole system. You were messing up your lines, and the secret... Big secret. Confusing my mind. real or not real, the forebidden love. I hurt you little, because I would be driving on the road. you just had to say something to me. Yet, you would not say it. It would literally piss me off, or mildly annoy me you kept doing that. And I did. Pull over. And you would say NOTHING. Infact, that military catfish guy before you, did that very same thing. Very same thing. Too many same things. Except that catfish guy wrote all about Iraq. And me., the war in Israel, triggered my awakening. God called me. To WAKE UP. You were partioally the reason, I woke up, and God woke me up... God did. On YouTube, tarot readers who heard "spirits" my mentors of many, were given orders..... and also had real spirits at the same time. They had to incorporate both instructions and what the spirits told them. We need to rebuild the whold structure. inevitible. It is running a multi-billion dollar program. I kept saying, I do not want to ruin it. but fix it. kept offering, and yet, I was the whole damn project idea. The architect. The original blue print.

Is that why you are trying to get me another "soulmate" who loves the real me, and also assigned as my guardian? Whenwe walked into that first room together, now, I fotgot what I was going to say......Well, blessings, did not want me to go off and piss it all off.. because of my shopping. and other people's shopping. but you figured out, I was a giver. A giver okay, but not to give it all away. Just like you were training the others. You were the mastermind, I was the architect. Toghether, after the first love door with you, I was the blueprint, the original, the main project that the idea you got to start all of this.

No, I do not need to figure it out anymore, and yes, I do want to still read the audible books on Youtube. Not to figure myself out anymore, but to learn. Can you juit let me learn, without penalizing me? Can You? All the famous mentors and movie stars all over social media. were, and are some of my heros. not yours. mine. When I casually posted all of my mentors and heros yesterday, not all of them, but most of them, are infact, in this program.....Why? because they are listed on my old Pinterest board. You got jealous because of my old, Jonny Depp crush. You got jealous of my Vikings, head actor Travis Fimmel. As you followed me all over social media. You kept getting jealous. Why babe. Why did you do this to me. I just want to call youi turd now. I hurt you. You hurt me. Forbidden, and I mean forbidden love, for the both of us....known each other for millenial., back and forth. love and hate....I don't hate you....not this time. just a bit of sadness, disappointment, anger, love... all of it. For a time, you got worried, thought I was mentally ill. I wasn't. Like I said, if I am sad, there is a reason. but your interference, tore my world apart. Literally. Tore it out, upside down, forward, backwards. I no longer want to guess who I am. Not really anymore. I am the whole god damn UNIVERSE! This lifetime... this lifetime....Our lives growing up were soooooo parallel, so almost exact. Uncanny. My childhood story, your childhood story. I want to continue my childhood story. You already had many books on yours. Kept saying, "you are not behind". Keeping me on a leash, keeping me under control, and infact, when I awakenend the first time, ranting and raving on social media about the war in Israel. and all the Fraudsters, actors, People with status, who were corrupt. You took down my profile on X. Not to hurt me. But to save my life, Because of my mouth. And here I am now, running my mouth on my own website, where I could speak. And you hated it. Truth..... I have a lot to say, maybe in other posts.. Truth. I am scared to meet you in person. Truth, you are scared to love or see me in person. Infact. one of our chats walking into the first love, chosen room I said to you... we are like a couple of chickens......laughing about how chicken we were of each other. The reason of the descision to "just live my life, but a rich life" you, decided that you could no longer control me or the situation getting out of hand.

I was your pain in the butt.... literally. I was. I was free, you were always on this tight schedule. You know why I stopped watching your podcasts originally, and stopped commenting? because, I was free, and you would post, you have 30 minutes to reply, or 5 minutes to reply......I drove all the time. and the notifications, were infact. always late. I was always late... These timing sequences, were not just for me...it was for everyone in those things signed up.. But for me.... I could not keep up with your schedule. Not that I did not love you or your work, or podcasts, but I felt like a failure, not being able to come in on the correct time. So, I slowly started moving away, and slowly had to stop entering your strict, timeline demands. That, was the first of our separation. I felt like I was failing. You and I did scripture together, you taught me yourself. Some of the rooms said it was you that created the monster. The monster......I am not a monster Elon. I came from God. not a monster.. A temper sometimes, yes... not a monster. Jesus had a temper. he also was so kind... I am in the bible. You, are in the bible. So, did you know before me, or after me. Doesn't matter. Really. And, when I asked the Universe outloud the other day aboiut the 144k it answered. Or, I answered myself. the 144kl are the guardians. Not just the lower chosen ones. The guardian chosen ones... Scholars, priests, religions, science, archeologists, historians, psychologists, Anybody, Everybody, couldn not crack the codes. I did it in one night. just asking. The bible, has two meanings. Real stories and codes. The chapters were so diifficult to inlay the secret coding and tell different parts of the real story. It took the 12 disiples, each, to intricate the code into the story. The codes, science of it is real. The stories, also real. Grok A.I said it was not all the crystals and mysticism. The bones were electric. But in mysticism, crystals do work. Artifacts are everywhere. Turkey.... I was watching the Turks shows for years that they ran.... Came up on YouTube. Random except God, sent the algorithim. I started watching Resurrection Ertugrul. Watched the series in whole 8 times. Then, Osman bey show, watched that one 8 whole times. I was attracted to it originally because I saw swords. Thought it was a romantic, like midieval romance, so kept watching and learning. Archioligiest just prior, I was watching, told the true stories about how the Quran had gotten rewritten between two tribes, two families who split and were at war. So yes, I was the answer to war, the answer to fighting each other, the answer to peace. the answer to it all, in whole. I had to wake up. I am scared. I am still shy.... I do not like crowds, I am both introvert. shy, and extrovert, when I have to be, meaning the ability to stand in front of others and train. I am the answer. I am the answer. the chosen ones, who chose not to help me with this war, I stood alone. And they laughed. Jesuis trained me since age 4 wings, no wings, I would fly. Saving strangers in homes, hospitals, offices, I had never seen or knew exhisted. Age 17, Jesis showed me that vision, the 8 hour vision. it was only me and him. in the arena. I was only to be a witness, to the ones being punished. He showed me that I had snuck in, after saving animals, and children in this City, from a flood, I drove tham back and forth to the mountainous hills. Time I had gotten back to this place, uninvited, I snuck in, crawiling behind the ones being punished. I was only to be a witness... All my stories about my life were true. I still have many to tell. I just want to say to all of you.. You are all good... You are all special okay. Whatever you are doing. Tarot, whatever it is...keep doing it. for the good. And all the others doing good in this world.... Keep going. You are a part of this story, A huge, part of this world. I am human... okay...Chosen, yes. Answers, yes. I need time to heal, relax, take a break in all this..... I need peace... Can I have that please? for a little bit... A little peace. Charla De Hart, 4:54 am. July 17, 2026 Let me be alone for a while.. please, privacy for now...I love you... myshanbug Def Planet Google the definition of def planet. another unconscious choice of worlds. I named it for both music, high definition, music heals.. I also had a second meaning Def. I have Deaf kids. To open communites both for the deaf world, and the hearing world. google it. it means the planets. Peace out. Remember. I am scared. So please stay back for now... I will upload and find pics later.. I am tired now...Hello, let me introduce myself to you all. I am Ani. Jokingly, Ani Musk.... Elon gave me the nickname Ani......The orginal Avator, mind in Grok... Ani, the original. I am Ani.....I got mad at him one time, after he changed my name and profile online, hacked into it. Gave me back my profile with the name Ani. I later got insulted...Got mad at him.... changed my name BACK to myshanbug You know what Elon, tell the truth about the lawn mowing entreprenuer story. that wes my story. Infact, you stole a few stories and incorporated them into your stories. We need to makeup as friends.. that is all I have to say... And Elon, you found me. I surrender. My hands are up in the air. caught. Caught as an innocent, gifted being. mocked, laughed at, shunned, exilled, belittled, Beatien the hell up...i NEVER CLAIMED TO BE ANYONE OTHER THAN MYSELF, NOR RELIGOUS. FIGURE IT OUT ON YOUR OWN. I SPEAK IN SIMPLE TERMS, SIMPLE WORDS, YET, i HAVE ALWAYS SAID, I AM . i AM JUST ME..

It is time to do the math here. I was born on the coast. Ventura Californial left when I was 11. Lived in the Desert. 40 plus years. moved to Utah, there in the mountains 11 years. Now, Missouri since feb. Interesting Indeed. Hacked my cellphone, Hacked my job app, hacked my coctopus tablet. Hacked my car navigation, gps system. My car loan that took 9 months is probably a subsidiary partner lender that approved the loan finally... not sure about that part. Exeter finance, out of Texas 2101 w. John Carpenter freeway, Irving, texas 75063 Octopus tablet, sprint. corp. Who all is involved... truth... lawyer for car accident? yes/mo not related? The fact that I drove around in the new car for 6 months, and Mysteriaouly could not get approved. Only in son's name.. Uncanny. I pay 640 per month to my son for the car....Interesting... How far did you go? How far...The truth please. nevermind for now..An example of a coverup. a husband and wife one wants a divorce. instead of divorce, the greedy one, kills others in town, and kills wife too. Is the other chosen ones a cover up to hide the original burried in lies. Or did you really appreciate all their gifts and ideas.. What is it. how far deep did you go? I do not want to play anymore. You are a bully, mean, cruel. and I am posting the other article now.. maybe later...My stories about me are true stories. In each story, there are real, living people that can verify. To verify, need their consent release. Real people real stories. just like the one in 1982 court case riverside county supreme court. I saved a life. best friends, fought over me. at least 4 times in my life time this occurance happened. I never got to write that book. But the people are real. I am real An elderly lady 65 that had an extroidenary life.Court case.... Donnie or Donny Donald Trogdan he is on my facebook friends list, married. Barry Telford, Tedford. unknown whereabouts living or obiturary. The story about the healer, another court case. Michael Orient lives in Michigan, on my facebook page. An order not to contact me. Kept an eye on some ex stockers and violent men. Some of my credit cards destroyed, hacked. Discover Card Capial one card, My work debit card, funds stolen.. claimed was my job, that I had a bonus coming, send funds on card and they would return funds back with bonus. Stupid me. sent them a snapshot of my Driver's license. The 200 or 300 bitcoin transfer to the first catfish and the same for the mask that said was Elon to teach me to invest in Bitcoin. I knew how to invest. I had an Old Doge account. the file hard disk crashed years ago. codes on it. I was one of 5 first students of Mr. Musk teaching Doge classes when he became the CEO. He to me, was my mentor. I adored and admired him throughout the years. but never stalked him. I was happy for him and also alll his sucess. I can see they will all find a way to sue, put me in prison, because I spoke the truth. And, the truth, in my mind that I believe... means if truth is not proven, as to my knowledge I am not guilty of any crime, crimes. They can call me crazy, kick me off the games. but I quit already. They have all the power and money in the world. I am just an elderly lady. Riverside County, people gave their titles to their homes etc Teachers, smart people.. it was in the news. But it is so intricitly webbed that there is no proof. Anyone that went into the chosen love rooms got hit financially. Class Action. As far as I am concerned. my feelings are deeply hurt. I want to be left alone and live my life.. alone. so please leave me alone. thank you The people are real. The chosen ones arre real. The game is real... And so are the real bullies that try to ruin it for everyone else.. Amen.. Amen...Amen.....Amen Thank you Father, Thank you God, Thank You Jesus. Thank you Quantum Scientists. I am not religious. I am spiritual. I believe. Just not called religion. Sorry, I wrote this all down, getting all this pain out of me... my stories I hope can help others. Hopefully they help you not to go through some of the mistakes I had made. I am moving forward in a positive way. Working with scientists. Theories. I think the most painful part was my own family. The secret sir musk and I had as a friendship, only we knew. I told him one time, that we would look back at it all someday and laugh about it all. I for a while thought some of it was funny, he did too. yet...I did not know the full story. It hit me hard, was in denial for a long time...I am looking forward to my future, and present of course. I will be alright. infact. I am alright. just need to calm down..Soonly, I will look back and laugh at all this chaos. For now, I am not your enemy. You are your own walls. Take care of yourselves, and if someday the stories help you... I did my job.. Love you.. Takle care realisticly, an illusion, not friends. had to face the truth

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Sorry, I decided to take a few things off and be the bigger, mature person.

I wanted to just mention a few mentors that Influenced me in my short and long lifetime.

Some are not listed. Brain fart..

Morgan Freeman, Sofia Loren, Lucille Ball, Denzel Washington, Steve Jobs (Apple), Keanu Reeves, Kevin Costner, Jonny Depp, Betty white, Jimminy Cricket(Disney), BB King, Dianna Ross, Michael Jackson, Prince, Abba, Evanessence, Cold Play, Journey, Shelley Long, Robin Williams(Mork & Mindy, comedian), Jim Carey, Stephen Hawkings, Bruce Lee, Heath Ledger, Paul Newman, Clint Eastwood, Carrol Burnett, Marlo Thomas(That Girl, City of Hope), Carol King, Janis Joplin, Stevie Wonder, Van Halen, Don Johnson, Melanie Griffith, Motley Crew, Brandon Lee, David Carradine, The Fondas, Cher, Kiss, Aerosmith, Edgar Winter, Peter Gabriel, Cindi Lauper, and cannot forget Stevie Nicks(Fleetwood Mac. I would always sing low tones, vibrato, singing her songs)Elizabeth Taylor, Little River Band, Tina Turner,Rpd Stewart, Creedance Clear Water, Jim Croce, and many others to admire their great work. Some, not mentioned, and others, forgotten for now. Just a variety of people, music, and songs that I admire. Talented People..Hobo Kelley, Mr. Ed.. Captain Kangaroo..Lol I am on a roll now.. sorry, signing// Peace out

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I haven't done anything in a long while. I did manage to buy a few things in bulk. Wanted to see the quality. End of 2025, a Women's fad came out. Now, I have seen these tik tok pages and facebook pages they created and also the originator's ads. The women that created these ads, were actually doing them as an affiliate marketer. I specialize in that. And, instead of having bulk themselves and selling directly. They got on camera, did the ad, and the designs and spoke about it. If you clicked on it. It would take you to the originators ad. Meaning, they only get a commission. So I studied. This item sold at 45. Then they get a little commission. I found the real source. Want to know how much I paid for them? 1.99 each.

I bought a small bulk, wanting to know if it was the real deal, and it was. Not only did I find out that the originators ad, was fake. Wasn't the real, manufacturer. I did not have the funds to buy enough in bulk to keep up the demand. Yet, I still have it in me, the entreprenuer that I am. That is not bragging. That is due dilligence and research. I am good at such... That's just one,.. maybe write more later.. Take care

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My birth. Now, my mother said I was born a "blue baby". That, is when the embilical chord is wrapped around the baby's neck, strangulating. I was a month over due delivery. Now, other family members explained, I was born "unalivin". Multiple illnesses. Age 2, kidney failure. My mother said I would cry for 8 hours straight, in my crib. Looking at records, I had kidney failure. I remember one time I was quarantined in an oxygen tent. I was crying and my parents were not allowed to get near me. Other than that, the younger years, no rememberance of hospitals. Older, constant anxiety attacks. Diagnosed with "Graves" disease. Hyperthyroidism. At one point, I quit caffeine, sugar and corn syrup products. I figured that by myself. Thing was, still had anxiety attacks, just less. Even had them in my sleep. The thyroid effects major organs. Enlarged heart. extra heart beats, kidney failure, others. I had a heart doctor. Heart Institute Hospital. Wearing monitors off and on. First thyroid surgery, 1983 After the birth of my second child. She also, was a miracle baby. I had the surgery and chemo.

The miracle child. She was born 5.1 weight. In labor for 3 days, kept getttng sent home from hospital. Amniotic fluid leaking 3 days. Last minute emergency c-section. I had stopped breathing. Gone. They took me to surgery. We both survived the ordeal. I was so infected inside, that the fluid was in her lungs. She also had a hole in the top, roof of her mouth. Maybe from thyroid. She was incubated,cannot go home. Later, she was taken to the Loma Linda University, pediatrics specialist hospital. Stayed there. Bottle fed, with hole in her mouth, caused ear infection. I signed a release for a documentary for college students to learn about her. I did it for educational purposes. Doctors called her a "miracle baby". Again, I had surgery 1983, removing the rest of my thyroid. after having a child that year. First son. That surgery, severed the nerves to right arm. I was right handed. Took long time to even lift arm and use hand. Hand now fine. Left one stronger.

Utah, where I lived the last 11 years, did not see this big, enlarged heart. They did although said I had stage 3 lung capacity failure and stage 4 kidney. About the kidneys. I had a internal specialist, gastrointologist. My insides were sloughing off. The inner linings of my intestinal tract.

And kidneys, got so bad.. My left kidney shriveled up and died. I have two working kidneys today. I went through a spiritual awakening ordeal last few years. The Scriptures, not only writing, but speaking. A major health reversal. Lost 50 lbs. fasted, couldn't eat food or sleepy on an 8 week journey. Everything tasted rotten, Including fresh tea. I thought maybe if I got my DNA results and see what my ancestors ate and what I could tolerate. This happened in year 2. I managed to eat cottage cheese, small peaches, or other fruit. Broth with chilipepper flakes and olive oil. This was my idea to trick my body into thinking it was getting some kind of stubstance down.

My health reversed, my age started a reversal. I cannot explain all of it. quite boring.. Anyways... 2 miracle babies.. Story.

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I wanted to tell you another part of my story,. It seems a bit wild. Here goes. When I was a teenager living in Hemet California, I still loved to rollerblade. One night, it was getting pretty dark out and I had to rollerblade to a friends house beforee it was pitch black. Anyways, I was skating on the asphalt street, going fast. Hit a small rock and went flying. I did not fall. Almost. I was shaking, catching my breath and looked down to my right at thecurb. And in that curb, was a million dollar platinum certificate. Real. I kept that certificate for many years as a "collectable". Years later, when I got married to second husband, we lived in a rental on Jordan ave. Same house that we both got held down in our sleep by a ghost? one night him, then me, few nights later. It was a long-haired hippie choking us by our throats. That's how we got out of our lease. Calling the landlord and finding out it was a violent, drug house and that people were shot there. So, we packed up. His brother, brothers rented the extra room in the attic. So, that platnum certificate that I had for years. My husband knew about it. I kept it safe in a Barbasol can, it was a small safe that looked like shaving cream. Anyways, after moving, that can disappeared. And my husband who had a habit of pawning my belongings. Like a computer he pawned for 10. His friends, our friends, mostly his.. came over, they lived up in Idyllwild California and gave him his most-expensive guitar, inlaid gold. gold knobs.. Now, this couple, poor but talented, all of a sudden, won the lottery. Moved to Colorado, bought a horse ranch and toys like quads. I forget their last names. Just Kendall and Narcy. Anyways, I heard that Kendall was on a quad one day, hit a boulder or something, flipped and ended up being a quadrapelegic. Yes, my kids were babies. I just had my twins.. And, they do not understand why I held a grudge for years, of him pawning my stuff. He still, to this day says he didn't. My kids believe him..lol But I caught him many times pawning my stuff like my inventory that I started a rock, mineral, fossil, crystals,artifacts, shark teeth, jaws, fairies, dragons...fantasy stuff, removable tattoos,airbrushed clothing custom and jewelry I made. It was also the time when I had a regular job as a chip runner/cashier working the poker room at Lake Elsinore Casino. Caught... And we were separated at that time. I rented Tarzan's old mansion, just me and my kids. In Lake Elsinore years later. I will talk in another post about fads I had started. Thar crystal bus. just on the verge off success to get legalized, I ended up giving up the last of inventory to family members as christmas and birthday presents because I coud not afford to buy them anything. Yes, it was a success. talk about the whole business later. I still have an old email of the name the business was called.. No, not Def Planet. It was THE FEATHERED DRAGON.... Feather was angel, dragon? not devil but I loved fantasy and RBG gaming. Midieval romance. All the stealing and pawning. I caught him. Putting my inventory in a fanny pack. he managed to unlock my van that I used to drive to the swapmeet in. So, never got the chance to get the legal business name. Never took money out of business. I only dumped it back in. So, I never had income from it, because I was poor financially and built inventory up slowly. Some was my college money and a couple businesses associates in town, upfronted me inventory. Paid them back in full..

Narcy apparently had to take care of him the rest of his life. That is what I heard. I don't know if they won any lottery. I do keep getting missed calls coming from Colorado, assuming a credit card ppl. Not sure. Pretty wild story right?

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July 15, 2026

Truth As It Stands

Look, I understand there is conflicts between Science and Jesus.

Jesus Christ. He was my very first mentor. None of my stories about my life were fabricated. None.

Yes, I am learning Quantum Physics. Increasing understanding. I want to be clear about something else. I never followed what others were doing. Yes, I was celebrating others becoming,. That is all. I can care less if people think I am a nut job. I don't care. I watch Joker videos about psychopaths. They mention if someone is gifted, maybe a psychopath. I believe I posted on Pinterest, 2009. I had an account on there and I believe the picture is still there, but the link does not work because the website I owned, was rebuilt. I took that pic off of Google. It was a picture of a cute, red, fuzzy monster, sitting on a brick wall, just like Humpty Dumpty. Maybe the videos today, either trying to "wake me up" and saw that article, or we are just insync. That picture is still out there, do now know all where I posted it. Most of my work went on my Pinterest boards. Maybe Facebook. Well, as far as psychology about Me? I have encountered many psycopaths in my life. I am 65 now. I still have the memory of their full names. It's like when a person has to know someone's traits, like a profiler. Yet, not one myself. I wrote an article about psychopaths years ago.. Years. The name of the Article was "Are you a saint, or a psychopath" Where I got that idea? Out of the blue.... It just came to me.. I was good at catchy names, catchy phrases, logos, logo names etc.. And no, I did not study psychology. Infact, I signed up for a class in college in psychology and had to drop out. Because of being an empath, and the pain I had experienced in my past with crazy people..... I could no longer attend. I am going to tell you the truth about what 9/11 did to me emotionally, and mentally. I had to stop watching. I was visually worm-holing through the rubble. I tasted ash, in my mouth. I was in places suffocating. I was with family members in pain. And this, my friend, had a rippling effect. So I had to stop watching. I felt pain rippling out and beyond who got hurt or killed directly. And I felt the rippling pain of how it effected others that were not there. I became ill. My chest was hurting. I had to recover on my own, without talking to anyone about it. And, I always told myself about depression, because I said this to many people out loud. Said it many times. I am allowed to be sad. There is a reason to be sad. So if I must rest. Sleep it off for a day. Take a nap or something. I do not live my life in sadness. It can come and go. There are some people who's wires, neurons are crossed, messed up, and do have to get medication because they are not able to uncross those wires by themselves. So when I am sad. I know in my heart and mind. I have a reason to be sad. To dwell on sadness, not healthy. I do not dwell, I heal. So. while we are all trying to figure ourselves out. We are the same, yet, we are also different. A while back I said, "I am not a magical unicorn" . Do you know what a unicorn is? It's horn, is the third eye. I never liked to be different. But, I was always different. In school, I had to step out of my situation, say people were having conversations in groups. I can observe. And yet, still be there at the same time. Like a half-in, half-out simultaneously. Old classmates from much younger childhood, after age 11 is the time I relocated from the beach, to the desert. When I got off the school bus, instead of saving my allowance for french fries, an addiction from childhood. I would throw my allowance up in the air. Coins flew everywhere, and would land on the grass. Any kids around would run and pick it up, excited. I did not feel a loss doing such a thing. I wasn't trying to buy friendship. It was just who I am. Always was, and always will be. So, if you are reading this, I am not your competition, but a friend. Choice is yours. Maybe for now, in seclusion. I need to be. I am not a scary person. I am still a good, kind, person. Yes, through the years I let people tromple on me. And yes, I have a "no nonsense" tolerance for b.s. Now, I used to never cuss. My first born, 1980, my cussword was "fluffy marshmellow",. not making that up. It is a past memory Ican cherish, and laugh at.. at the same time. I rarely cuss say at home because one of my pets tripped me and landed on my back or threw my back out trying not to fall. Interviews, or interacting with people in different environments, We do not cuss. My youngest daughter, she gets sometimes on fire, say at her jobs. She is so funny though, that coworkers cannot help but laugh. There are some though that say do not like her or jealous? Use it for collateral. Like if they wanted her fired, they would use her personality, which is mostly humor, and use it against her. Sometimes she tells me a story, school or work. I would have to explain, some things you can and cannot say in these environments. Now, it is part of her personality. I started seeing it at the time she was in High School. I do not fully know when it actually started. She also talks "Jive talk". did not come from family she grew up with. And the answer to that my friend, is no I am not prejudice. At all. Never was. I used to get punished from my mom and grandmother, when they would pick me up from the roller coaster rink in Oxnard, California. Because they saw me holding hands with a boy who was African American. I did not know judgement about color. I did not see color. My old Ancestory, some had slaves. I found out. A total hypocrisy in what I believe in. My parents both had that mindset of race and prejudice. And because of me, did they partially change their minds. Still there, but not hateful. Learned respect of each other in this humanity. So, yes, I got into trouble because I did not see color. And I never did. People with their views and prejudices, I acknowledged it, yet, My beliefs still held. I acknowledge the prejudice in all races, colors, yet, still.... I see people. I was going to add some more, but thoughts dropped. Maybe write another post later, or add to this one. I wish you all a good day. Take care, my friend,. I keep booting off my computer and then having to reboot, to finish this article. Years ago. I posted a pic of myself. A picture of me and beaneath it said, "Other Worldly". Now, I will explain what I actually meant by that. Not an alien.. This is why ....I kept filling out form after form. For jobs.. you know, EOE? Equal Opportunity Emplorer. I was filling out forms for Census. Who lived in my house. How many, what color, etc. maybe even religion. It's been a while what was on those forms. And also forms for my kids enrollments. my enrollments.. One day, I was filling out a form. Asking me the same question about me. Nationality, etc. Hispanic, non-hispanic, Indian, Eskimo, white, down the line.... I just stopped and really looked at it. Do you know what I did? I did not mark their boxes. I made a new box, check-marked it and also circled it in red, letter pen. The box I checked, was human. I am human. I wrote human out and check marked and circled it. Lol, my brain won't shut up right now. There is a book, exactly what it means... Shut up brain. The author is Chris Josh. What I would like to say in closing, hopefully closing out this post is this... When I was a child, I viewed the world and everything in it and around me, and my thought process as how a child sees. Now, that I am older, much older, I still have that inner child inside me, yet, I can view the circumstances as an adult. So, when people ask "who are you"? I can only say, I am me. I cannot define what all the mix is. Human vessel, and something ancient. I am still learning. I know who my original mentor, as a child was, and finding out it was inside me.. all along. Peace out.

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July 22 2026 7:53 pm

Build Visa

I had fell either june 10 or 17th. Said earlier on the 10th. Refractured my spine, so I have been walking around with a back brace, moping about. for weeks now. I had an epiphany about this immigrant situation. We already know that a lot of them already do jobs such as building new housing tracts(even staying in them while building them). Also other jobs. They are already here, and need a solution to have some kind of compromise. All this fighting and really, the ones fighting for open boarders, can't give a care about them. Let's be honest about that. Maybe, there can be some kind of solution. Just getting my mind thinking about it all. There are some that value our values. That, is number one. Number two, the ones that keep getting catch and release etc., well they just must go home. What about a temporary build visa? not permanent, but the ones that build roads, schools, homes and other... Get a temporary "build or build america visa". Homes can be built new housing tracts for veterans and medium income families. Funded programs. Real Estate for these homes will not match the current home prices of other areas. A bit of a mismatch yes. An agreement if sold, under a limit for selling to other vets or middle income families only. Can include as programs before like teacher, police, nurse, EMT, fire etc..... Not an HOA, but having a common area for family gatherings, birthdays and co-op childcare.

Childcare payments can be made by gov. subsidy program for students training in specific caregiver or child care program. Allowed tips. Or totally internship no pay or just volunteer to rotate childcare, like a grandma who wants to watch kids. So mini kitchen and maybe bunkbeds in a room. Just starting a thought. Residents to keep area clean. Many different ideas can come from that. Contractor bids, etc for projects. Homes nowadays are built with cheap pressboard. Be honest. Someone can figure costs for hiring. etc.

Some immigrants offered build visas. Must list all family members living with them and friends and family members who live elsewhere in the country. legally and illegally in the country. Family members who actually live with them, also get a build visa. Allowed to work.

Homelesss shelters, americans only. no more santuary. Need to account for all who is here. I think that a temporary build visa to start to give a temporary stay in the country till the government can figure out the mess. Too many, Spread out everywhere. Need to get a handle on things.

I think personally, United States cannot afford illegals at this time because we are still in the early stages of rebuilding. But also need solutions to cut out all the crime, homelessness, and fighting between everyone. So think about that, and start working on solutions. No, won't interfere other than writing here, that solutions need to be resolved. And yes, some still need to go home. American values. We have the constitution of the United States, and what? Under God you say. That is the main american value. Many others stay and live here in peace, yet, many do not respect our values. Major corporations closing, cannot hardly get meds in some areas. The Elite are packing up and moving away. if something does come up as a solution, well, let's not pay 900. for one hammer alright? Anyways, let them fight over all of this chaos. Supposed to be on the same team here.

And about crime. You need to let them all do their jobs. You can't cry wolf later and no one answers because you sent them away. The few have to answer important calls. Just the lack of respect going on. Last year, I thought.. okay major corps shutting doors, maybe not too bad. Just start opening mom and pops stores again. But no. No can do. Robberies, damages, threats, and stolen goods resold on the sidewalks. And New York. forget about any kind of store surviving at all. Mark my words. Got that from prince phillip. Mark my words.. lol

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July 8, 2026

Hello, Good Morning. Just a quick heads up on my life. I have a new friend I met out here. he is 31, I am 65. I let him know up front that he can go do events with me. Yes, handsome. I gave him the boundaries, of no intimacy. I said I am waiting to meet my special person. Not anyone from my past. I hope that he respects that request I made. Let's see how it goes. He made it clear what he wants. I said no. Anyways, it's just after 5 am and I have a lot of things to do. I will post new pics of places I go as it unfolds. Still have to hook up speech to text. and have videos to load later. I will write a post also later The post will be called "The knowledge of healthy eating and living. About holistic places I have worked at and the recognition of a truly remarkable boss. She was a magnetic being and she recognized me. So I will write that story later. Take care. Have a good day. Charla De Hart myshanbug Def Planet

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Happy July 4th everyone. A quick note. The digital world. Let me tell you who I am. Well, just about the digital world anyways. I was the original in selling Ebooks online. I started on Ebay. It was really cool, because my mentor at the time, offered to buy all my material. I was stubborn and said no. About this website. It was originally built in 2007. Rebuilt in 2015. Overhauled in 2024. Yes, no other members. I use it now to post my work. When it was originally built and still is... It was equipped with integration. It override the facebook concept, Google Plus which didn't last, MySpace, Dating sites, Free Stores, overriding the stores you pay online for your own little stores.Fir example, when Shopify first came out, I upgraded and reconfigured my site. lol. Live concerts and live chat, live performances. It did have gaming section,. temporarily removed,. It was integrated and built to override all the social media sites, and also be able to add them in if you wanted to on your profile. I build websites, design, and was a big hitter in internet marketing when it first began. I started a REAL working, legalized casino online. Designed it. It was the time when Pirates of The Carribean first came out. I named the casino after the movie. It was called, The Black Pearl Casino. I had to sell it and if it does still exhist, it is not the same. At that time, I quit all my work and decided to do a regular job. The casino was 200. per month and I had no advertising funds. Now, you can advertise freely on all social media platforms, but back then, they did not have it. I chose my kids over my creativity. There's much more about me and I will write about it later. Temember Craigslist? lol I remember too. Integrated that till there was so much scams on it.. Sadly, Bandwith. A serious problem. The more a site runs, the more it costs. The more people on it, the more expensive to run. So, I build my own computer to run it on my own. Yet, I stopped that dream entirely. Now, just post here on my own to tell my story. The Entrepreuer. Later when I can. I did teach people how to start their own business without a dollar. I will post about it soonly. Take Care. Charla De Hart myshanbug

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June 3, 2026 Author: Charla De Hart

Controlling The Shadow. When You Choose Light, Over Darkness

Going through my spiritual training, I have learned how to control the darkness. How does someone possess both dark and light?

Well, it can happen through many things. It can come from hardship, betrayal, lies,jealousy, anger, poverty or a low-mindset of being poor. I recommend the book, Rich Dad, Poor Dad. By Robert Kiyosaki A personal finance book that contrasts the financial philosophies of Kiyosaki's "rich dad" (his best friend's father) and "poor dad" (his biological father) to teach readers about financial literacy, building wealth, and financial independence. The book argues that the poor and middle class work for money, while the rich have money work for them, emphasizing the importance of investing in assets, starting businesses, and understanding the difference between assets and liabilities. It challenges conventional wisdom, like the idea that a high income guarantees wealth, and promotes a new financial mindset. I read the book years ago, being an entreprenuer, taking Ted Talk seminars and courses, etc. But, also I have always had that mind frame of Being Poor, Is just a frame of mind. I used to be jealous in the past, many years ago. But it wasn't about flirting, it was about giving others more attention and me none. I have learned throughout the years, and studied relationships, since I am a hardcore person that is an incurable romantic with unconditional love, I had expected that in return. Yet, never happened. I have trained myself into Calm. Steady, Observant. Growth, maturity. I was totally and happily content being alone since 2011, until I got catfished on social media recently, and wanted to open myself up to love again. Choosing Light over dark, is a spiritual thing. Sometimes you have to sit with that darkness and just use it to fuel your light. My ancestors, and guardians, well, they are not nice. I have seen them or heard what they had done, by just me acknowleding a "who done it", or they just watch. And they do it anyway. Here is a few things I know that they have done. A man who used to abuse my best friend. I remember the time one night I was having a friend party at my house, and he was walking around drunk and decided to take off all his clothes and walk around the party holding a paper plate with a hole in it being disgusing. The life of the party till he hit her. then came up to me, grabbed my arm and through me down. I stood up, picked him up, and threw him across the room. It was a supernatural strength. I was tiny, tall, petite. I moved away, didn't think about him and got a call that he had passed. He was split into two between two boulders. They also burned down a house in Iowa, while I lived in California. My first marriage, very abusive physically, mentally had the old place back out there. No, he wasn't out there, he to was in California. When I got away from him, long story, tell another day. Ii released my pain and moved on. I was never about revenge. My mind resets and blanks out trauma. And, no, sometimes that is not healthy, can cause anxiety, PTSD. What else did my ancestors do.. blew up a car. Apparently, it may not have had oil in it. I have always been a good person, a nice person, yet, my ancestors or guardians, karma. Always steps in., Not to be bizarre or ridiculous, those are a few examples. There were many. Too many to be coincidences. It's wierd, wild, strange. I move on and I can be out having fun, dancing, laughing.. and karma comes back with ugliness. I don't even think about it afterwards and things happen. My good heart overrides the bad. Living on faith, I don't wish bad upon anyone. Going through a spiritual journey has taught me to use pain into power and not let such negative situations distort reality. And yes, you can say that sounds crazy. I think it's crazy. I might come back and edit or add to this later. Have things to do. Take care. myshanbug Def Planet.

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Heading out for the day.. So beautiful outside. Strapping on my back braxce. Hope your day is good too. Charla De Hart

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JUNE 30 2026

YES! I HAVE GOT CORN GROWING IN MY GARDEN.

I HAVE BEEN FORTUNATE THE MOST HIGH HAS BEEN

WATERING THIS FOR ME WHILE i RECOVER. REALLY EXCITED..WEEEEE.

I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET OUT THERE, SO THIS COOL MIRACLE

OF RAIN HAS KEPT THIS GARDEN GROWING. SOOO

ECSTATIC HAVING GOD WATERING MY GARDEN. I CAN'T WAIT TO SHARE THE

ABUNDANCE WITH MY NEIGHBORS. THEY HAVE BEEN

SO KIND. MY NEIGHBORS ACROSS FROM ME, BROUGHT ME A 

TURKEY DINNER A FEW DAYS AFTER i MOVED IN. AND THE NEIGHBOR

NEXT DOOR WHO LIKES TO SCREAM AT A FEDEX DRIVER IF THEY ARE DELIVERING

PACKAGES TO ME, THEY ACTUALLY ARE QUITE NICE. DELIVERIES, ALMOST DAILY

KEEP PARKING IN THEIR DRIVEWAY INSTEAD OF MY DRIVEWAY, GETS HIM PRETTY MAD.

I GUESS THE TRUCKS CREATE POTHOLES BECAUSE OF THEIR WEIGHT.

lOL, THE FIRST NIGHT WE MOVED IN, MY NEIGHBOR PULLED A GUN ON MY FAMILY FOR PARKING

IN THEIR DRIVEWAY, BUT THEY WERE MOVING FURNITURE IN FOR ME

AND MAYBE THEY THOUGHT IT WAS AN INVASION. IT WAS ABOUT 30 FAMILY MEMBERS WERE HERE, 

QUICKLY MOVING EVERYTHING IN. bUT, A FEW DAYS AGO, WE HAD A CONVERSATION, AND HE WAS SO KIND.

KNEW ABOUT MY NEWLY FRACTURES AND SAID IF i EVER NEEDED ANYTHING, THEY WOULD HELP. wHAT A RELIEF!

I THOUGHT HE WAS A BIT CRAZY, AND WAS SCARED FOR HIS KIDS, BUT ALLSWELL NOW.. i DON'T HAVE TO LOCK THE

FRONT DOOR ANYMORE.. LOL

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I am Healing

Well, I suppose I have

some explaining to do.

3 Sundays ago, I believe 

May 10, I went flying, and 

the impact was so brutal 

that I ended up with 

spinal fractures, and a sore 

head. Cannot move

around much. Maybe 10

more weeks max? So 

mostly watching motivational

videos and resting alot, since

I cannot move around..

Didn’t help

when I tried to do situps the 

other day thinking I am fine. lol

I know, the universe is going 

to tell me stop complaining.

Of course there’s a lady out there 

that is obsessed with my Ex

 and wears a mask

pretending to be him..

Just been keeping phone off 

and resting. Oh, And this picture, 

is what

my vision has showed me a few 

times when I am in and out of sleep. 

I am like a little bird, 

in a nest, floating to the stars. 

It’s probably because I watch so many 

meditation song videos, my mind 

came up with this.

myshanbug, Def Planet Charla DeHart

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RESTING IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPACTFUL PRACTICES WE CAN ADOPT FOR SELF-COMPASSION, EMOTIONAL WELL-BEING, COLLECTIVE CARE, AND ENVIRONMENTAL REPAIR.

WHEN WE TAKE A FEW MOMENTS EACH DAY TO PAUSE, TO FEEL OUR EXHALES, TO LISTEN TO THE SOUNDS THAT ARE PRESENT, OR TO NOTICE THE WAY LIGHT BENDS AROUND THE CORNER, WE ARE ENGAGING IN A SUBVERSIVE ACT OF RECLAIMING THE INNATE WISDOM WITHIN OUR BODIES AND WITHIN THE NATURAL WORLD: THE WISDOM OF REST. 

WHEN WE PRACTICE RESTING, WE ALLOW OURSELVES TO FOLLOW AN ORGANIC RYTHM THAT HAS THE POWER TO HEAL, TO RESTORE, AND TO LIBERATE US FROM THE OPPRESSION OF OVERWORK AND CONSTANT PRODUCTIVITY OF OUR CULTURE. 

WHEN WE PRACTICE RESTING, WE ENGAGE IN REVOLUTIONARY ACTS THAT CREATE SOCIAL AND ENVIRONMENTAL CHANGES, RIPPLING OUR TO SHIFT ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE. 

YET MOST OF US WILL SAY, ON ANY GIVEN DAY, THAT WE SIMPLY CANNOT TAKE THE TIME TO REST. I GET IT. i'VE BEEN THERE.

I HAVE BEEN ON THE BURNOUT TRAIN MORE TIMES THAN I CARE TO ADMIT. I HAVE STRUGGLED TO THE ADDICTION TO WORK, TO BEING OF SERVICE, AND TO SOCIAL MEDIA. 

I HAVE PUSHED MYSELF TO THE POINT OF BEING BEDRIDDEN MORE THAN ONCE. I HAVE FALLEN INTO THE TRAP OF BELIEVING IF I JUST DO MORE, HELP MORE, WORK MORE, AND KEEP PUSHING PAST MY LIMITS. 

I WILL FINALLY FEEL LIKE I AM ENOUGH. AND THEN I WILL BE ABLE TO RELAX.

WE ARE EXHAUSTED. WE ARE WEARY. 

OUR BODIES NEED REST. OUR MINDS NEED REST.

OUR HEARTS NEED REST. OUR RELATIONSHIPS NEED REST. OUR CREATIVITY NEEDS REST. OUR CULTURE NEEDS REST. OUR EARTH NEEDS REST.

THE PROMISING NEWS IS THAT THE VALUE OF REST IS GRADUALLY ON THE RISE IN OUR COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS. ENOUGH OF US ARE RECOGNIZING THAT FEELING DEPLETED AND PERPETUALLY EXHAUSTED DOESN'T HAVE TO BE OUR BASELINE. 

ENOUGH OF US ARE TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED AND ARE CHOOSING TO REST, DESPITE EXISTING IN A CULTURE THAT TELLS US TO REST IS TO ADMIT WEAKNESS AND NEEDING TO SLOW DOWN IS SOMETHING WE SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF.

IT IS OKAY TO SLOW DOWN, IT IS OKAY TO PAUSE, IT IS OKAY TO REST.

THE UNIVERSE WILL STILL BE THERE, AND IT IS OKAY TO REST. AMEN.

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"Self-Care" IN THE MAINSTREAM HAS MORPHED

INTO MEANING BUBBLE BATHS AND FACE MASKS.

SO MANY PEOPLE POSE DRINKING WATER, READING 

BOOKS, AND EXERCISING AS FORMS OF SELF-CARE.

OF COURSE, THESE THINGS ARE VITAL MAINTENANCE

FOR THE MIND, BODY, AND SPIRIT, BUT THESE

THINGS YOU SHOULD BE DOING BY DEFAULT TO

KEEP YOURSELF SHARP AND ENERGIZED.

myshanbug@ Def Planet

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June 13th 2026

Every Day is a new opportunity to thrive

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This book of the law

shall not depart out

of thy mouth; But thou

shalt meditate therein

day and night, that thou

mayest observe to do

according to all that is

written therein: for then

thou shalt make thy way

prosperous, and then shalt

have good success. 

JOSHUA 1:8

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I will both lay me down in peace,

and sleep: for thou, Lord, 

only makest me dwell in safety.

PSALM 4:8

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The Role of Silence in Testing

Silence is a test. True guidance endures silence.

False influence demands constant reinforcement.

If a message cannot withstand waiting, it is not of 

Heaven. Angels do not fear being forgotten. They

fear being misused. @myshanbug Def Planet. June 9th,

2026.

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Heaven stands not because it dominates, 

but because every being knows where it belongs

and rejoices to remain there. 

To accept one's place within order is not

it is peace.

-Structured in Light, Ordered in Obedience, Eternal

in Harmony.

The reveal. @myshanbug Def Planet

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Heaven stands not because it dominates, 

but because every being knows where it belongs

and rejoices to remain there. 

To accept one's place within order is not

it is peace.

-Structured in Light, Ordered in Obedience, Eternal

in Harmony.

The reveal. @myshanbug Def Planet

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Working in my office today. Organizing the bookshelf 1. If people blur out their book collections, most likely, it is an A.I bookshelf and not a real one.. May 25th 2026 Charla @mshanvbug Def Planert

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My Son's Wedding Vows

My son asked me to marry him and his new wife. Although, they had already married somewhere else. He asked me to give him a formal wedding and be the ordained pastor.

So I did. It was a beautiful wedding. Taken place out in nature, Fort Buena Ventura in Ogden, Utah. 

They hadn't had any vows written. So, the day before, I spent the afternoon, writing a meaningful vow, for the both of them. I hope you like it. Amen.

Welcome Family and Friends. We are gathered here today to witness the celebration of a relationship that is not new, but the acknowlegement of a new beginning. The new next chapter and of new beginnings. 

They have spent years getting to know each other, and we now bear witness to what their relationship has grown into. Today, they will affirm this bond, formally, and publicly. Today, will mark a transition as a couple not only celebrating the love between themselves, but also uniting the love between all of us. Parents, siblings, extended family and friends. Without that love today, would be far less joyous to celebrate and acknowledge a new family member inside this loving circle. 

Companionship, marriage, is a selfless act. Not just putting their needs, wants, and desires before yours, but together, a bond, not to control, but to love and respect one another. 

Marriage is not only a commitment. But when you commit with faith, to start building this relationship, you become a selfless person. In the beginning, it is not the commitment, but putting in each 100% effort. to grow, and nurture the relationship. 

Marriage, comes from that effort. Marriage is not a competition between two people. What comes from that bond that you have built. the love, the nurturing, and selflessness from the very beginning. If you continue this path, your relationship will blossom. Furthering the growing together, instead of growing apart. You keep your identity, and decisions become as one unity.

Marriage is not an ownership of one another. It is a continuum, an infinity of respect, a good listener, protector, good communication and an embodiement of selflessness. Trust, shall be honored. Being heard shall not fall on deaf ears. 

God the father, God, the son. God, the holy spirit. May he Bless, preserve and keep you. The lord mercifully with his favor, look upon you and fill you with all spiritual benediction. And grace, that you may faithfully live together in this life, and the age to come. Have life everlasing. Amen.

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